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    Stories: The first discussion

    Off to a great start with the new form for sharing stories about religious/nonreligious marriages. To make sure all categories are covered, I’m going to prime individual questions once in a while.

    If you’re in a religious/nonreligious mixed marriage, or once were, or almost were…let’s start with the first time you and your partner discussed the difference in your beliefs.

    Ours happened in 1990 when I was 27. After the usual series of misfit relationships and a lot of thinking, I’d become incredibly picky. I finally knew exactly what I was looking for…and Becca was IT. Compared to everything else she brought to the relationship, the fact that she was a churchgoing Christian was a footnote. Honestly, if I’d learned she had a second head growing out of the back of her neck, I’d have bought it a little hat. This, at last, was the person I wanted to be with for the rest of my life, the person I wanted to raise a family with, grow old with, the whole cliché.

    We’d known each other for years and been dating for a few months, but my atheism had never come up. I finally decided it was time. I was terrified of the possibility that I’d lose her over it, but I knew this was too big to be an “oh-by-the-way, funny-thing” moment later on. If it was going to be a big deal, it needed to be a big deal right then, before we got engaged, before we got married.

    I decided that a fast-moving car was the right place to bring it up.

    kettlemanWe both lived in LA at the time and occasionally drove to San Francisco to see her parents. Perfect. Somewhere around Kettleman City, in the middle of nowhere, I got the nerve. I don’t remember the exact words I said, but at some point it was out there: I don’t believe in God, it’s something I’ve thought about seriously for years, and it’s not likely to ever change. Is that, uh…okay with you?

    The tires thrummed for a while. She clearly hadn’t seen it coming, and she seemed a little shaken.

    Shit.

    Finally she said, “Well…is it okay with you that I do believe?”

    I said yes, of course. I’d known that from the beginning.

    “It has to be okay for me to go to church.” You’ll note that this was not in the form of a question. I said it was okay, of course it was. At which point I learned why it was so important for her to go to church. And as is so often the case, it had nothing to do with God.

    She laid out the whole story. Her stepdad, a former Baptist minister, had an ugly falling out with his church when he left his first wife. As a result, he didn’t allow Becca’s very religious mom or her daughters to attend church. Becca vowed to herself at the time that she was bloody well going to church once she got out of that house, and that no one was ever going to keep her from it again. It wasn’t religious uniformity she needed from her eventual husband. She just needed to know that that particular bit of family history wasn’t going to repeat itself. It was never about salvation. As much as anything, her churchgoing was an act of proxy redemption for her mom.

    By the end of the conversation, I was relieved, we knew each other a lot better, and the biggest secret I had was out in the open. And it had gone just fine.

    So if you’re in a religious/nonreligious marriage, what’s the story of your first discussion across that line? Sharing in the comments is great, but please be sure to also share on the story form. Your story might make an appearance in my book.

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    This was written on Friday, 03. May 2013 at 16:12 and was filed under belief and believers, Love and marriage, mixed marriage, nonbelief and nonbelievers, Religious/Nonreligious Marriage Book. You can keep up with the comments to this article by using the RSS-Feed.

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    1. My ex-husband and I went through our transition from Christian to Atheist together, but he was a few months ahead of me, and had been doing a lot more reading than I had. I was raised Evangelical, he was raised casual Presbyterian. Eventually he got up the nerve to tell me that he was an atheist, he’d realized it on our honeymoon. My reaction was shock, and to blurt out, “It’s fine to not believe in god, but an ATHEIST?!”

      I had such a strong negative association with the word ‘Atheist’ from my church days that it didn’t occur to me that those were the same things. I was finally okay with it a few months later when I’d done enough reading and realized, “Oh hey, I guess I’m an atheist too, and I guess atheists really aren’t all that terrible.”

      Comment: ancientrena – 05. May 2013 @ 12:22 am

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